Uncertain

I don’t know if it is okay to be talking to my ex like this. It has been close to 2 months since the breakup. Can we even be friends? We fucked. 

Yet we’re talking desperately, sending text after text. You know when you stay underwater for a long time and you lunge out of the water for a breath of air? This is how this feels- the way we talk is like we’re finding air with each other’s words. 

I wanna be friends. Fuck all dem feelings.